Mum, i long to knock on your door and have you greet me with your usual smile and hug, to be able to offload to you like i use to, you'd listen and advise, put the kettle on, add some sarcastic comment, something just humorous, something just you, i miss you so much and if i could turn the clock back, i'd have been there with you that morning you passed away but i cant, and all i'm left with are memories of you and the need and want to have you back in my life again, i loved you then, i love you now, i'll love you forever, Jue xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx